Thursday, June 26, 2008
i am like such a failure.
i took ages to understand a simple concept in physics.
i can't do those simple maths questions.
oral's next week, and i'll freak out.
piano exam too.
i can't even answer the questions during the interview.
it's a bad experience, i would say.

maybe i'm just not cut out for stuff like this.
maybe i just can't speak.
maybe i just shouldn't do it.
maybe i should just be myself and remain as just a member.
maybe i should just let things stay this way.
maybe i should just let them lead.
maybe i should just let them have what they want.
maybe i should just remain as the insignificant 'small' me.
maybe i should just concentrate on my studies.
maybe i should just focus on the things that i have and that i can do.
maybe i should just focus on pulling my grades up.
maybe i should just work hard for the big thing next year.
maybe i just shouldn't be there today.
maybe i shouldn't even be in this school, this cca, this class.
maybe i'm just not cut out for being a leader.
maybe i'm just not cut out to do sports.
maybe i should just follow Christ.
maybe i should just run to Him and be in his guidance.
maybe i should stay with Him.
maybe..

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